And how often I would dreamOf dragons, love, honor, and kings
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Saturday, November 15, 2008

Just because I thought about it

 Everything.Take it all, away from here forever forever forever forever.  As if the world was ending today, as if the molded clouds won't go away, as if the flames and rains would fall.  Take it forever, and take it all.  Watch as the invisible skies separate, watch as the oceans evaporate and the smoke overcomes you.  But even then, on that latent spot, at that very moment, fore the tomorrows and the yesterdays and the days that never were, there is inside what it was and what it will be forever.  Forever.  Finding it, forever.  Dive in the ocean give part to the sea eternal, of the tears of the lives of the holes in the wholes of you, of me.  Shift on through, glide right in, where it was where it won't be, where it can't.  Perfection.  Never.  Just perfection.  simple.  However it was and whatever it will be of the global catastrophic trope of the terrible misgivings found under the seashore as she sat and it ended.  But she danced the brilliant dance.  And they said no one, but it was always someone.  Someone and no one.  Together at last.  Bring it apart and take it together for the end of it all beginning again and again.  Can you feel the shift in the forgotten?  Remember the red.  Remember it all.  Watch the consideration; I can do anything.  Explode dear children, explode explode explode.  Forever is a place.  However whenever far and long and wide and deep.  You can't escape and you don't want to and I don't either.  Because it was a dance then and it is a dance now and it will be a dance for all eternity as long as there is a you, there is a me, there is a we, or ever could be.  Brilliant.  Dying.  Shining.  Living.  Breathing.  Inevitable and natural.  Or.  But probably both.  Negate the or, there never was an or.  There never has been an or.  It is the worst word, it is the word that cannot be.  Or has no effect. It has nothing.  It is nothing.  It means nothing.  Live or.  I dare you to.  I cannot live or because I live something.  I live alive; this life is live.   Jesus paid it all, and all to him I owe, so or left a long, long long time ago.  Overcome.  Stand.  Move and breath.  This is the way it should be.  Fall down, fall down, we all fall down, on our faces, on our knees.  We cannot withstand, I cannot withstand.  But rise up rise up rise up again for the wholeness of life and the fullness of identity to identify what we can be or should be or already are as soon as it happens, we'll all shine as stars.  Build it up build it up build that tower so high, then knock it all down, from this place from this place from this place where he died, where she died, where there never was a gain anything or anyone or any to be had or done or did or hid or rid the world of that thing that word, that or or or or or.  No.  One.  Unity.  Unify.  Go where it is you have to go because he paid it all, to him all you owe.  And all isn't anything left.  Nothing of you.  He'll ever take things and give them back.  Better, than they were before, and that even is entirely what you are, it seems, every single day.  He'll take you and turn you back, better and stronger and longer and more and more and more what it is and will be as long as he is there, at the center of it all, oh can you see, can you see the light, see it shine, it shines for you and it shines for me it shines for us, it was meant to be this way all along, oh feel that, feel that, see it in your soul that urge, that fire, that burning inside of something so new, something so real, something so overcoming, overpowering, fraught, destructive, overwhelming, but beautiful, oh so beautiful and it turns you into something newer than you've ever been before and it does the same to me.  But it's not what I need, I don't need this to survive.  I just am it, it is becoming us, it is becoming you and me and that was how it is and was and supposed to be.  It's not that I don't want it, but I know I can't escape it, because I gave it away and it turns back into me bigger and better and brighter.  And there is so little of me in it though in many ways I am mostly all of it.  Have you ever even heard a word?  Hear now. 
Forever.  Everything means it lives inside everything.
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