And how often I would dreamOf dragons, love, honor, and kings
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Thursday, November 20, 2008

That Spark

 Live, I wanna live inspired
Die, I wanna die for something

Facing towards the heavens
I fell into a pitch black
I'm moments from landing and I'm shaking like a heart attack

Is the time, can I turn back
I've made mistakes in the past
Need a chance, can't take it back
Wish I could set things right tonight

Live, I wanna live inspired
Die, I wanna die for something higher than myself
Live and die for anyone else
The more I live I see this life's not about me

All I know spins out of control
Wonder what's next for heart and soul
Nothing I earned can save me now
Hearing one day be my final hour

Is the time, can I turn back
I've made mistakes in the past
Need a chance, can't take it back
Wish I could set things right tonight

Live, I wanna live inspired
Die, I wanna die for something higher than myself
Live and die for anyone else
The more I live I see this life's not about me

Don't wanna leave this world knowing I preach in vain
Looked out for myself, so sorry so ashamed
Don't wanna leave this life knowing I barely tried
Chased all my dreams that I can't weigh on the inside

Live, I wanna live on fire
Die, I wanna burn out brighter
Brighter than the Northern lights
Wanna live to feel the daylight
The more I live I see that this life's not about me

It's in us all, that will to be, to be something, to be more, to be what we are to be created, inspired, in everything that we do, to become what was always to be, what we are but are not yet, like the now but not yet, and quite indeed that in its entirety.  Tension, tension, tension tense.  Live there, be in it, be everything that it is.  All of it.  The tension is you, it is where you are, it is where I am, it is where I be until I am everywhere.  It is tension, it is everywhere, it is nowhere while it is nothing but everything else.  And that is why we can't even begin to become ourselves if we just are that, all by ourselves.  There is value in the outer, value in the other when you can take it in you and make it other no longer.  Everything becomes everything and everyone becomes everyone, just to at all become themselves and see that to live you must die and be something new, new new new through and through, oh the transformation, yes, oh the transformation.  Take it all, take it all, take all of me because I'm not even good at being me so make me me.  me me me leads me farther away from myself and you you you, oh you, yes you yes yes yes.  I say yes to you to lose me and then I find that in the end, there I am.  You.  But me.  More me than I ever was, but more you than there ever was of me to be.  Infinity.  8 on the edge. 

Hello my friend.
It's good to know you're looking after me.
On this day I'll plummet to the sea.
In my next life will you keep me warm?
Keep me warm.
Listen whin I tell you, sun,
The reasons are so clear.
The irony is that no one is here.
When you're by my side,
I've got all my friends.
But veracity gives me a tender glimpse
And then I'm left with nothing.
Goodbye my friend.
I'm glad I got to share this world with you.
Our affinity is now through.
In your next life can I keep you warm?
The sun sets but once a day.
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